Gosh, my schedule has been just crazy busy lately.
Working out-It’s been so cold lately that I’ve basically given up running outside. I’ve been walking for an hour in the skyways during my lunch break and my breaks at the airport I’ve been walking up and down G terminal. At least it’s exercise at least until I can get back outside again. I do know my endurance has gone down for I couldn’t out run the train this morning. Yes, I test myself on occasion by seeing the train comes down from Minneapolis and I’ll wait and then run to try to meet it at the station, this with a purse, and gym bag.
I managed to get a cold though and through it I ran 6 miles yesterday in 40-26 degree weather. I felt fantastic then as soon as I got inside, I felt like shit. Woke up early and ran for about 30 mins this morning and felt great, but as soon as I hit the shower and all day-felt like crap. I don’t get it!! It’s the little things like breathing I appreciate.
Work- The bank is the usual crap. Contract rebid is driving me insane. Seems to be taking up more and more of time at work these days. Our big conference is in full swing but our new Events Manager seems to be keeping me out of the loop on a lot which I’ve let go for the most part but is starting to piss me off a bit. I have to keep in mind that I’m not a manager so I can only suggest and persuade not force. Sigh.
Reviews are coming up in the next month or so and I’m sure I’ll be nickel and dimed for the 4th year in a row. If so I may be looking for another job by years end. I do love the job and most of the people I work for but with the new people we’ve hired it’s been challenge to keep everyone on track , with that being said, I think I deserve a decent raise. Each review in the past 4 years I’ve done everything I’ve been asked to do without issue-I deserve a decent raise! Besides, we keep hiring more people=salaries paid….get my point?
At the airport, well as one manager put it. “K is the Princess of F&S.” Hmm. You know it!!!. Inventory was Wednesday night and my manager needed 5 volunteers to work it. My attendance was considered “mandatory” I was told. I met the CFO, who seemed to be in a haze and sort of lost on what to do. I organized myself and the others to perform like a well-oiled machine. The inventory “scanners” had shown up 3 hours late so we got off to a late start. I wanted all us to perform as organized and as quickly as possible. We all wanted to get home at a decent hour and by 11:30p it was just one employee, myself, my manager and the CFO left. Hmmmm. I was tired the next day. I so have to stop working myself to death or take a job as a dominatrix because this is getting ridiculous!
Home- I had the “ladies” over last Saturday and cleaned my house like a mad woman. It took something like 2 days to make my place even semi showable. Yes, yes-unless it looks like a furniture showroom it’s not perfect in my eyes which is why I never have people over. Sigh. So need to get over myself in the biggest way. I still love my house though!!!! We had I great time I thought. We had a great dinner, dessert and a dessert wine!!!! (at least I had the wine!) We watched a couple of Nelson videos-with the G-man on drums. I’d never seen him play drums live and never seen him play drums period so I got a kick out of that. He’s no Neil Peart but neither am I –there you go!
Makes me want to go here and take drum lessons and those violin lessons I was talking about!!!
Miscellany-Had my folks over for the maybe the third time since I bought the house 18 months ago…. They had an opportunity to see the new sofa/sectional I recently bought….
We went out for dinner-just the three of us and I have to say it was nice and I had been looking for to it all day.
Got the locks cut off and restyled. I did manage not to panic at the last second, but the first stylist screwed it up so I went to a nice place in the skyway- a place where you get a cappuccino and a scalp message! She fixed it and it looks pretty damn good. See MySpace for the latest pix.
Going through a Fergie and Justin Timberberlake phase lately. I like Fergie's "Fergalicious". Her songs are so dumb, they make me laugh. I like the beat etc... I really like the JT's latest song-hence the new music on MySpace. I was tempted to cut out of work at the airport and go see him at the Xcel…..He does like older chicks!!!!!!
I have a shot-right?
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Maybe I'm Crazy-Busy Ya Think?!
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Monday, January 29, 2007
I'm the Girl
* Originally taken from Meg I am the girl who preferred to read than play with other kids I am the girl who is afraid of almost everything I am the girl who is fiercely independent I am the girl who would rather pile on blankets than turn up the heat in the house. I am the girl who still has vivid, romantic illusions of meeting “that” guy. I am the girl who wants to look like everyone else and never herself. I am the girl who frets over killing animals for meat until presented with a good steak. I am the girl who thinks bologna sandwiches with Miracle whip, on white bread is the bestest food of all! I am the girl who wishes that the world always smelled like just-freshly cut grass, spring rain and babies. I am the girl who used to have a picture of Jim Morrison in her locker in high school, college and currently in her home I am the girl who hates to be seen crying-period I am the girl who fights a move backwards to get two steps forward I am the girl who has issues with germs I am the girl who jumps into another universe to void snot, sweat, spit or any other bodily fluid. I am the girl who should go to sleep-I’m very tired.
I am the girl who listens to the radio to get to sleep at night.
I am the girl who takes pride in never having gotten divorced or had children but still wishes she was married
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Reflections
Ummm, Happy New Year All!
Anyone who has a family knows that having a family isn’t always easy. I know more than a few people who dread spending the holidays with their families, and on occasion I am no exception.
Some people just don’t get along with their relatives, and know that every moment spent with “loved ones” is going to be a lesson in the fine art of patience, Golden-globe winning lip service, or severe tongue control.
I think I have a fairly decent relationship with my mom and dad. I think I get along with my folks as well as most people my age get along with their parents.I have a fairly decent relationship with my brothers. One is more complicated and trying some of the time but I’m learning and stumbling along to find that equilibrium and try to understand why he does what he does whether I agree or understand it.Thing is, I still try even though at times I have felt that I just couldn’t anymore.
I think get along well with everyone else in my extended family even though they are half a continent away and in some cases half a world away.
Still, lives change.
- People have relationships.
- People get married.
- People have kids.
- People get older.
- People get sick.
- People die.
Family dynamics evolve as relationships and people evolve, and sometimes I end up a bit surprised by it all and how we’ve changed or how I’ve changed inevitably.
I thought at this stage in my life, my life would look-well, a bit different. I have accepted a few things this year that I didn’t plan to, want to or felt I’d have and am truly ok with it all-really. It goes along with that old adage “ If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans”. I had it all planned out-from beginning to end and now that it hasn't worke out I've learned not to fight, just go with the wave or flow.
I’m not always sure what to do when the people I know and love seem to be adrift or in pain.I don’t want to say anything and have them drift farther out or make the situation more painful, nor do I want to ignore it.
I’m usually just at a loss and tend to do nothing out of not knowing what to do…My intension was to call my Aunt to see how she was doing after her oldest son-my first cousin died a week ago. The same thing with my Uncle when when my Aunt died in February.
My cousin was only a year older than me and it was quite the surprise. I didn’t know what to say so my Mum called and relayed any important information to me. And I, without a family of my own, felt like I should know what to do in this kind of situation, and all I could do was be frustrated and upset. Then I find that my cousin had gotten hurt and didn’t go in to have it checked out so his death wasn’t too much of a surprise to those who interact with him regularly. So stubborn and for what? My Aunt, to me seemed to be out of danger then just suddenly pass. It was of cancer so that scared me, scared me into silence I suppose.
It makes me angry as well as sad. I know how stupid it sounds. I know time waits for no man, and if it’s your time… but I just thought they’d have more of it.
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Monday, January 01, 2007
About 2006
*Borrowed from Eliza I took up running! I don't make New Year's Resolutions My friend Mike and his wife gave birth to baby Gunnar. Yes-my cousin Rodney a couple of weeks ago. That would require time off-which I never take. Money and not to work 2 jobs!! April 29th-The day I started my diet and May 12th-My last day of therapy!! Hmmm, That I got myself into debt... Yes and I've fully recovered and was re-built better, stronger, faster.... SHOES!!!!! 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? ME!!!! I think I handled the whole cancer-thing well. I only freaked out once... Tom Cruise and Brad Pitt-just go away! My house! Going to meet my g-friends at the Nelson shows! "Waiting on the World to Change"- by John Mayer Resting Working Goofing around with my family Yes but I'm not telling!!! A lady never gives details!! (at least not right away!) None-yet Haven't have time to watch tv The new Events Mgr at work Haven't had time to read either. More sleep Being Julia I drank at the house with P and my brother Ryan- I turned 36 sleep, sleep sleeep! Smaller sizes! I get to wear the cute stuff now! P and the house! Ummm, Gunnar Nelson-he will be mine, oh yes, he will be mine!!! (insert evil laugh here) 35. What political issue stirred you the most? The veto prohibiting same sex couples from getting married and not bringing our troops home. no body in particular My Comp Prof-hey Joe! To be ummm- nicer and to keep on track with my health. 39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. or " No one can find the real wine..." - K
1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
4. Did anyone close to you die?
5. What countries did you visit?
6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
7. What dates from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
9. What was your biggest failure?
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
11. What was the best thing you bought?
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
14. Where did most of your money go?
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? About the same I think...
b) thinner or fatter? MUCH thinner and healthier
c) richer or poorer? Sadly poorer!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
20. How did you spend Christmas?
21. Did you fall in love in 2006?
22. How many one-night stands?
23. What was your favorite TV program?
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
25. What was the best book you read?
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
27. What did you want and get?
28. What did you want and not get?
29. What was your favorite film of this year?
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
33. What kept you sane?
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
36. Whom did you miss?
37. Who was the best new person you met?
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006.
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